Monday, July 7, 2008

As most of you know, last month I was having some serious problems. I was dealing with depression. I got to a point where ENOUGH was ENOUGH! I knew what I had to do. I knew it all along, but I finally wanted to do it. I started praying. I started reading my bible. I started connecting with God again. I don't know why I am so stubborn at times, my goodness!! It took less than ONE week for HIM to bring me completely out of it. I fell in love with HIM again, our lives started to be blessed over and over again, I was enjoying my husband and boys more again, and one of the BEST things happened! I found myself. I haven't seen myself in YEARS! My confidence is coming back! I had almost NO confidence. I feel happy, beautiful, and joyful! Why shouldn't I? My father is a KING! One more thing...I've always wanted to work from home. I was however, way to shy to do it, or didn't want to have people judge me or hurt my feelings. Well, while on my journey (which is not over BTW) and gaining my confidence, God helped me realize how much I love to write and how much I love people and how much I love to help people! WOW, I really haven't enjoyed being around people in a while. BUT I applied for an awesome job (a place where thousands of people apply) now I have't gotten the job, but I applied. Something I would have never had the confidence to do in the first place. My confidence is through the roof!! I know am am just starting this life of freedom! Freedom in GOD and from depression. I can't wait to see what lies ahead! Thanks for reading!

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